Have you ever in a drama,speech,sports,peep or glee club or activity?Hmm...may be I can write something now on.A few years ago..I used to be the President of Kelab Kesenian dan Kebudayaan Melayu in Anderson School.I was really enjoy and pleasantness joined this special club.Many activities that we have done.I have build-up this club with committee members.Yes...It was too significantly to us.We have standing strong together by this club to ensure that we are the best club in this school and world,perhaps.he..he..:P
My secretary always busy,so do I.Of course,she have to committed with the job and responsibility.There is no responsibility without sacrifice.We have organise something valuables.We are enjoy to launch “Minggu Kesenian&Kebudayaan Melayu”.It is really interesting.I love this task.We also have “Sayembara puisi”,everybody can join this competition.It is not really important to be a winner for this competition,the most important is..we all enjoy and learning something from this competition.
Hmm...I still remember..”Temasya Dirgahayu Warisanku”.This is my idea..and organiser.I am really proud at that nigth.With malay worrior costume,equip with my lovely keris,Sepuh Makrifat.Somehow...where is she?I am looking for my “srikandi”.err...err..hehehehe:P I will never ever to forget this wonderful nigth.With “pencak silat”,”tarian kebudayaan”,traditional drama,”syair keagungan Melayu”,and history of Malay civilization.It such as moment of glory.There is no words can describe about that nigth.
Theatre is come from Yunani language,that is “theatron” means see or watch or the place that we see or watch something.Have you ever watch a theatre?Hmm..by this club,we have watch theatre.One of the theatre is “Tengku Kudin”,historical physical theatre.Hmm...I really enjoy to watch this theatre.Furthermore...someone is beside me while I am watching.Someone special..”srikandi”,perhaps.hehehehe:P
How I wish to get involve in literature and culture field..Somehow..I have other priority and responsibility..Hmm..interesting experience by joined this club.I am proud to be an Andersonian!
Sunday, June 24, 2007
Saturday, June 23, 2007
Nightmare..
“Zieben,listen carefully...set-up yourself.This is the choice..this is the point of no return!You are trained to killing that faithful persons.You are the choosen one to accomplish the job.Always remember,you are belongs to me.There is no way out.I am the king and you are the slave.You have to obey my order,passive obedience.”
“Who are you?You can not give order to me!I am a free man.I am not trained to be a killer!I am a peace-loving person and you are not my king!I am not your slave!Careful with your improperly words.Do not provoke me!”
“Hmm..so,why you enter to this kingdom?”
“Kingdom?What kingdom?I have no idea about what you said.”
“This is the kingdom of dark soul.You have no choice!Now,accomplish the task.Kill your brothers as vow to me.And then...you will be the great soldier among us.”
“I am not a betrayer!!!!I am not a coward!!!!How dare you..I shall punish you down!I have vow to my brothers..I will protect them as long as I live!We were born to be brothers and live as a fighter!I am not afraid of you!Never challenge my patient!Now,show yourself and face me!”
“Hmm...ready,the fighting begin!!!”
“Sword!Destruct him!”
The fighting is too dramatic and drastic.They figth with no mercy and unfortunately...
“Chuckk!!”
“Hmm...now you will die..I am stabbing accurately to your heart,Zieben!I have given you the way to become a great person!Somehow..you choose to die.”
“Hmm...Ha!Ha!Ha!Ha!Ha!Ha!Ha!I will never ever to choose the evil ways.And..I will never ever betray my brothers..I must live and now..die with pride..”
Huh!Lucky that was a nigthmare.I am still alive..Somehow...it make me think deeply.We should not betray the others to become the great.In the event either live with betray my brothers..or die with still be a true-blue brother..What shall I choose?I think I know the answer for this question.
“Who are you?You can not give order to me!I am a free man.I am not trained to be a killer!I am a peace-loving person and you are not my king!I am not your slave!Careful with your improperly words.Do not provoke me!”
“Hmm..so,why you enter to this kingdom?”
“Kingdom?What kingdom?I have no idea about what you said.”
“This is the kingdom of dark soul.You have no choice!Now,accomplish the task.Kill your brothers as vow to me.And then...you will be the great soldier among us.”
“I am not a betrayer!!!!I am not a coward!!!!How dare you..I shall punish you down!I have vow to my brothers..I will protect them as long as I live!We were born to be brothers and live as a fighter!I am not afraid of you!Never challenge my patient!Now,show yourself and face me!”
“Hmm...ready,the fighting begin!!!”
“Sword!Destruct him!”
The fighting is too dramatic and drastic.They figth with no mercy and unfortunately...
“Chuckk!!”
“Hmm...now you will die..I am stabbing accurately to your heart,Zieben!I have given you the way to become a great person!Somehow..you choose to die.”
“Hmm...Ha!Ha!Ha!Ha!Ha!Ha!Ha!I will never ever to choose the evil ways.And..I will never ever betray my brothers..I must live and now..die with pride..”
Huh!Lucky that was a nigthmare.I am still alive..Somehow...it make me think deeply.We should not betray the others to become the great.In the event either live with betray my brothers..or die with still be a true-blue brother..What shall I choose?I think I know the answer for this question.
Samurai...
Tonight...is the nigth..where I feel that I become a loser if I fail to accomplish my assignment.So,I can not remember how many cup of coffee that I have drink,may be a jug...I still with my job.Focus.I took a cigarette.Smooking is harmful,somehow...I still smooking.Why?When you ask me this simple question,I do not know how to answer..Anyhow,human being is abstract.Easy to say,hard to predict about them.My brothers said that I seems a shadowman..when I begin,there is no one know the end.I do not know,just ask my brothers about it.
Hmm...what should I write?The story begin...there is two of samurai that have a katana for each other.The fighting will end their conflict.They are brave,cruel and ready to kill each other.Nobody know about the conflict and of course there is no one care about them.Their eyes against each other.Really dramatic ..Carefully they step forward somehow..the fighting still not begin..Why?Miscalculate mean their flesh will stab and cut off without mercy by the katana sword that really sharp and luminous..the lagendary sword of samurai that implant their soul in katana.Thereby,they sleep with their sword.
Hyamazaki,the great samurai from Harajuku face Hyoshitora ,the ultimate samurai of Hokkaido.Speak by their eyes such as confirmation by these two arrogant samurai to make the move.There is a bamboo tree around them.Without warning or signal,Hyamazaki cut off a bamboo and then with his katana sword,he throw that bamboo with high impact.The bamboo is flying through the air to Hyoshitora and then...”kapp!!”his katana cut off that bamboo.These two samurai smile each other.Sarcastic.
Hyamazaki grab his katana sword on his head...this style recognize as “eagle show off wing”.Hyoshitora grab his katana sword and then beetling it to his shoulder blade, the style that recognize as “the tiger lurk”.A few moment..and then...”KTINGGG!!!!”harsh metallic sound by two katana swords on struggling.There is spark by the powerful momentum of these katana swords.
They are attacking each other with passionately to kill each other.Their locomation and movement is like shadow and it is too fast.Smashing,slashing stroke,stabbing.They bliz each other with madden.These katana sword always jolt.Their complacency is show off with their katana sword by this fighting!
It is raindrop while they are focus on fighting...it seems the situation that do not to let them fight anymore.The fighting such as in climax by these two dignified samurai in combat arena.They are bleeding...somehow they are force to fight and win.They are samurai,obey with bushido code.Loser has face harakiri or seppuku,mean...die with their on hands.
On tenterhooks,this fighting is not a propaganda anymore like a few week before this fighting.It is purposeful and it is clear.They are pushing to win and nobody know who will face fatal for this dramatic,drastic and.... “BANGG!!”tragically...These two boastful samurai is dead with calibre on their heads.Why,how,and who did it?Because it is start raining..so..I want to sleep.I terminate these samurai and end the conflict.Not by gun...by full stop.
Hmm...what should I write?The story begin...there is two of samurai that have a katana for each other.The fighting will end their conflict.They are brave,cruel and ready to kill each other.Nobody know about the conflict and of course there is no one care about them.Their eyes against each other.Really dramatic ..Carefully they step forward somehow..the fighting still not begin..Why?Miscalculate mean their flesh will stab and cut off without mercy by the katana sword that really sharp and luminous..the lagendary sword of samurai that implant their soul in katana.Thereby,they sleep with their sword.
Hyamazaki,the great samurai from Harajuku face Hyoshitora ,the ultimate samurai of Hokkaido.Speak by their eyes such as confirmation by these two arrogant samurai to make the move.There is a bamboo tree around them.Without warning or signal,Hyamazaki cut off a bamboo and then with his katana sword,he throw that bamboo with high impact.The bamboo is flying through the air to Hyoshitora and then...”kapp!!”his katana cut off that bamboo.These two samurai smile each other.Sarcastic.
Hyamazaki grab his katana sword on his head...this style recognize as “eagle show off wing”.Hyoshitora grab his katana sword and then beetling it to his shoulder blade, the style that recognize as “the tiger lurk”.A few moment..and then...”KTINGGG!!!!”harsh metallic sound by two katana swords on struggling.There is spark by the powerful momentum of these katana swords.
They are attacking each other with passionately to kill each other.Their locomation and movement is like shadow and it is too fast.Smashing,slashing stroke,stabbing.They bliz each other with madden.These katana sword always jolt.Their complacency is show off with their katana sword by this fighting!
It is raindrop while they are focus on fighting...it seems the situation that do not to let them fight anymore.The fighting such as in climax by these two dignified samurai in combat arena.They are bleeding...somehow they are force to fight and win.They are samurai,obey with bushido code.Loser has face harakiri or seppuku,mean...die with their on hands.
On tenterhooks,this fighting is not a propaganda anymore like a few week before this fighting.It is purposeful and it is clear.They are pushing to win and nobody know who will face fatal for this dramatic,drastic and.... “BANGG!!”tragically...These two boastful samurai is dead with calibre on their heads.Why,how,and who did it?Because it is start raining..so..I want to sleep.I terminate these samurai and end the conflict.Not by gun...by full stop.
Tactical Chamber..
Tactical Chamber.Hmm...this is my room’s name.This name given by my brothers.NO ENTRY!AUTHORIZED PERSON ONLY!is the notice plates on my door.If you try to trespass my room,so the alarm will warned me.I have set up it.Intruders will punish down!Enter to my room...it is full of memory to me.Why?My brothers pictures and mine decorated the wall.Sometimes recognized as Inspiration Chamber or Brothers’ Memorial.It is comfortable room to me.You will see many mask in this room..such as always have a masquarade party here but it is not like that.It just the theme for my room.Book shelf,there is one side that have novels collection,by the same author..guess who?
Actually,my room is decorated by rocks and shells.Many rocks and shells..since I was 12 years old till now that I have collected them.Many shells from states of Malaysia.Leaves..this is also decorated my room..and I have maple leaves,from Canada,given by my lovely teacher.Somehow,all this things was not messed up.It is well decoration.The decorator?Of course me.At the corner,you will see a piece of wood that design as barge by nature.It is also stick with rock inside that piece of wood.Nice art by mother nature.
Gallery of Weapons,also refer to this room by myself.One step by entering my room,you will welcome by truncheon and my potrait.Then...when you steps forward,it have sword on my furniture.Always remember,if it is a sword ,it remain the same..a weapon.Use to protect or harm although it is an ornament.Tekpi,kerambit,tumbuk lada,and ultimate malay weapon,keris is hang well on my wall.
My room is inspire me.You know why?Hmm...just thinking,no answer provided by me.This room make me comfortable,cool,smooth,desireable to do something that need deeply plan or tactic.The place that pleasantness and pleasure to study,sleep,refreshment,doing work,built up some dreams but not built castle in the air and many more things to me.Awareness..I said it clearly,this room is full of trump card.Never have bad intention to me while you are in my room,Fortress of Glory.Tactical Chamber,Inspiration Chamber,Brothers’ Memorial,Gallery of Weapons or Fortress of Glory,no matter what it names,it remain the same...my room.Can you imagine about my room?Mystify?Interesting?or what else?It is up to you.
Actually,my room is decorated by rocks and shells.Many rocks and shells..since I was 12 years old till now that I have collected them.Many shells from states of Malaysia.Leaves..this is also decorated my room..and I have maple leaves,from Canada,given by my lovely teacher.Somehow,all this things was not messed up.It is well decoration.The decorator?Of course me.At the corner,you will see a piece of wood that design as barge by nature.It is also stick with rock inside that piece of wood.Nice art by mother nature.
Gallery of Weapons,also refer to this room by myself.One step by entering my room,you will welcome by truncheon and my potrait.Then...when you steps forward,it have sword on my furniture.Always remember,if it is a sword ,it remain the same..a weapon.Use to protect or harm although it is an ornament.Tekpi,kerambit,tumbuk lada,and ultimate malay weapon,keris is hang well on my wall.
My room is inspire me.You know why?Hmm...just thinking,no answer provided by me.This room make me comfortable,cool,smooth,desireable to do something that need deeply plan or tactic.The place that pleasantness and pleasure to study,sleep,refreshment,doing work,built up some dreams but not built castle in the air and many more things to me.Awareness..I said it clearly,this room is full of trump card.Never have bad intention to me while you are in my room,Fortress of Glory.Tactical Chamber,Inspiration Chamber,Brothers’ Memorial,Gallery of Weapons or Fortress of Glory,no matter what it names,it remain the same...my room.Can you imagine about my room?Mystify?Interesting?or what else?It is up to you.
Silent assassin...
On the top of a hill....one bald person that have series of numbers such as bar code behind his neck really calm watch over a big house that guarded with arm forces.Then he use a binocular to spcific his vision.Tightly observation on this house.Ths is not a normal civillian house.The owner of this house is Gulliano Gonzales.Tonight is the end of Gulliano Gonzalez,the leader of Black Silver gang.The powerful and influential gang in Sicili.He still watching and lurk.Tactical and technical must combine to accomplish his complex mission.
He open up a rifle briefcase.Set in position and ready for use.He is a marksman and the best sniper in his organization.Carefully and calm he aim his target.Still focus...breathing in calm...”Chupp!”dead meat.Now,there is no one on control tower.And...there is nobody know that the guard was shoot down..Hmm...it is just begin.Then,with a binocular,he search the snipers around this house.Sniper is too dangerous unit because they are like a shadow while killing their target.He have examine attentively about this house and area.There is 7 snipers that will shoot without warning to intruders or suspicious person.This is a dangerous area...Try to entrance without meditate plan to this house is seems suicide.
Hmm...patiently...where is the 7 snipers?Binocular still searching locality of them..It is hard because snipers always hide and disguise as their environment.Infrared binocular is rather for this situation.Searching...searching...hmm..there is one of them...He aim as usually he did.The target is lock..then...”Chupp!”the first sniper down..Still searching...for awhile..after that,”Chupp!”second sniper down..”Chupp!Chupp!Chupp!Chupp!6 of 7 snipers down...Where is the last sniper?Hmm...you can not hide man...”Chupp!”the last sniper down..no more snipers for this house and area.
Carefully..he steps forward to the house.He always stand by for on tenterhooks situation.Lurk to that house...and without sympathy..a guard was dead by constriction of fiber wire.The constrictor is the bald person,the hitman for Secret Agency of Killer Militia,codename...47.Slowly,he drag to hide the dead body.He change his clothes with guard’s clothes.He have to move forward anyhow,the most important is not to alert guards and bodyguards of Gulliano Gonzales.Experienced silent assassin must act such as shadow and extraordinary ninja!
He impersonate as a guard to enter to this house..Then,he go to the Gulliano Gonzalez’s room.Nobody suspicious to him.In front of door...”Chupp!Chupp!”with drastically he shooted to these two bodyguards on heads with Smith&Wesson pistol,.45 calibre with silencer.Then...he drag the two of dead bodys behind a cupboard.It was fast and without warning...he is still calm and smooth doing his job.He knock the door,Gulliano Gonzales peep through a narrow hole of door to see who is the person who knocked his door.Think that person is his bodyguard,so Gulliano Gonzales open the door.Unfortunately,the bald person kick Gulliano Gonzales without sympathy or compromise.”Chupp!Chupp!”he shooted to Gilliano Gonzalez’s head.This technic recognize as...double-tap.He hoick with rough Gulliano Gonzalez’s amulet,wooden tiger .Then he placed really powerful explosive,C-4 in this room.
He walk out from this house.The murdered that his done still cover up by his cool character.He leave that area and..Finally.....”BOOMM!!!!”massacre.Powerful explosion and pandemonium..Terrible..It is enormity!Err..GAME OVER!It is just a computer game...scenes,situations and characters.
He open up a rifle briefcase.Set in position and ready for use.He is a marksman and the best sniper in his organization.Carefully and calm he aim his target.Still focus...breathing in calm...”Chupp!”dead meat.Now,there is no one on control tower.And...there is nobody know that the guard was shoot down..Hmm...it is just begin.Then,with a binocular,he search the snipers around this house.Sniper is too dangerous unit because they are like a shadow while killing their target.He have examine attentively about this house and area.There is 7 snipers that will shoot without warning to intruders or suspicious person.This is a dangerous area...Try to entrance without meditate plan to this house is seems suicide.
Hmm...patiently...where is the 7 snipers?Binocular still searching locality of them..It is hard because snipers always hide and disguise as their environment.Infrared binocular is rather for this situation.Searching...searching...hmm..there is one of them...He aim as usually he did.The target is lock..then...”Chupp!”the first sniper down..Still searching...for awhile..after that,”Chupp!”second sniper down..”Chupp!Chupp!Chupp!Chupp!6 of 7 snipers down...Where is the last sniper?Hmm...you can not hide man...”Chupp!”the last sniper down..no more snipers for this house and area.
Carefully..he steps forward to the house.He always stand by for on tenterhooks situation.Lurk to that house...and without sympathy..a guard was dead by constriction of fiber wire.The constrictor is the bald person,the hitman for Secret Agency of Killer Militia,codename...47.Slowly,he drag to hide the dead body.He change his clothes with guard’s clothes.He have to move forward anyhow,the most important is not to alert guards and bodyguards of Gulliano Gonzales.Experienced silent assassin must act such as shadow and extraordinary ninja!
He impersonate as a guard to enter to this house..Then,he go to the Gulliano Gonzalez’s room.Nobody suspicious to him.In front of door...”Chupp!Chupp!”with drastically he shooted to these two bodyguards on heads with Smith&Wesson pistol,.45 calibre with silencer.Then...he drag the two of dead bodys behind a cupboard.It was fast and without warning...he is still calm and smooth doing his job.He knock the door,Gulliano Gonzales peep through a narrow hole of door to see who is the person who knocked his door.Think that person is his bodyguard,so Gulliano Gonzales open the door.Unfortunately,the bald person kick Gulliano Gonzales without sympathy or compromise.”Chupp!Chupp!”he shooted to Gilliano Gonzalez’s head.This technic recognize as...double-tap.He hoick with rough Gulliano Gonzalez’s amulet,wooden tiger .Then he placed really powerful explosive,C-4 in this room.
He walk out from this house.The murdered that his done still cover up by his cool character.He leave that area and..Finally.....”BOOMM!!!!”massacre.Powerful explosion and pandemonium..Terrible..It is enormity!Err..GAME OVER!It is just a computer game...scenes,situations and characters.
Hobby?
My favorite hobby?During leisure time,I like to go to library,read about the matter that I love such as about Malay culture,weapons,literature,science and technology,civilization,martial art and many more.By doing this hobby,I am learning about live and it can widen my knowledge.Actually,I have spent a lot of time in library.It seems I can move forward or backward of live.Why?I can know and learn about the glory of past civilization and the future research such as high technology weapon.Reading...such as journey without boundary..once you walk through this way,many things that you can learn and sometimes it is beyond your imagination.Do you really know about the history and the civilization of Malay?Do you know that european really impressive to Malay culture,art,and knowledge?And do you also know why Malacca Empire downfall?If your answer is no,how can you pride as a Malay? So,you better go to library to find yourself .Turn of century,do you know about the weaopons progressive?Do you know that American is in research to make their soldier become invisible,fighter bomber without pilot,computer virus that attack to broadcasting and system such as Israeli done to Al-Jazeera.They hacked this company system until it can stop a few minute later.
Do you know what actually rules this world?Knowledge.Science and technology and literature.Both of them build the civilization.That is why Islamic scientist and shrewd excellent in both of this matter such as Al Farabi,Ibnu Sina,Ibnu Batutta and many more.Science and technology is more to build up of physical of live while literature is more to build of our behaviour,ethics,laws ,structure of goverment,civics,etiquette and many more.The combination of these matter will build the civilization.It can not stand alone.
Do you know about martial art?Nevermind...I will tell you about it in a nutshell.It is the art to protect yourself by using some method that use your body and mind to react and defense.It is close combat with or without weapon.Somehow...the ultimate weapon is your mind and heart. There is many type of martial art in entire world such as silat,kuntau,gondrong,capoiera,kendo,tae kwan do,karete,ninjitsu,muay-thai,aikido,kungfu,judo and it is too many to list out.It is not useless to learn about this matter,especially girls.
This journal is really shorten such as a piece of gold.The detail ?Threasure and glory is in library.The key to achieve it?Your effort in reading.
Hmm...I just write it out.I am sorry if you are not interested about this journal.
Do you know what actually rules this world?Knowledge.Science and technology and literature.Both of them build the civilization.That is why Islamic scientist and shrewd excellent in both of this matter such as Al Farabi,Ibnu Sina,Ibnu Batutta and many more.Science and technology is more to build up of physical of live while literature is more to build of our behaviour,ethics,laws ,structure of goverment,civics,etiquette and many more.The combination of these matter will build the civilization.It can not stand alone.
Do you know about martial art?Nevermind...I will tell you about it in a nutshell.It is the art to protect yourself by using some method that use your body and mind to react and defense.It is close combat with or without weapon.Somehow...the ultimate weapon is your mind and heart. There is many type of martial art in entire world such as silat,kuntau,gondrong,capoiera,kendo,tae kwan do,karete,ninjitsu,muay-thai,aikido,kungfu,judo and it is too many to list out.It is not useless to learn about this matter,especially girls.
This journal is really shorten such as a piece of gold.The detail ?Threasure and glory is in library.The key to achieve it?Your effort in reading.
Hmm...I just write it out.I am sorry if you are not interested about this journal.
black figure..
It is nigth...really darkness..lucky that moon show off itself.This black figure looks cool.He prepare himself.He open up his briefcase,keep his gun ready..then,he put the magazine.M-16,also known as black rifle..Tonigth..he will pursue Zieben and his gang to pay back what they have done to him.Revenge will over..There is no way to run and hide.This man is not what you think.He is lethal weapon,and tonigth..he will not put off his revenge..He will gun them down without mercy or punctilio.Pushful to terminate Zieben and his gang.It is determination..no more question ask!No obstacles can stop him..
Mercedez Benz,CLK 200K move faster on the road.He is on his way to give them the final backlash!Hmm...this area such as haunted.Silence and bleak...It is really dangerous to enter to this area.They are mafia,equip with weapons.Tommy gun,Magnum,Klashnikov rifle is their plaything.Rules are make to be broken for them.Enjoy doing criminal.Killing,rape,blackmail,kidnap and many more such as their games of live.This is sinful thing.Someone heve to terminate and stop them.And the man is...this shadowman,Xavier.
He arrived..ready to accomplish his mission.He move out from the car with M-16 rifle.Then,he put his mask.Ready for the blast action.He steps forward,move to his target.The rocket launcher that he carry,will make them know about who is him..He lock his target and...”Swingg.....BOOMM!!!Powerful explosion..Chaos situation,they are panic.Hmm..of course they are panic,it was ambushed!While they are still panic and scare about this situation,he launch the secons RPG.Focus to destruct them.The first explosion is to deliberate them in panic and scare,then..the second explosion is to make them dead in awful.Serve them right!
He look forward to Zieben,this person owe him someting!Somehow...Zieben escape.Never mind...Xavier will hunt him down..Hmm...this destrucion will make Zieben feel scared.This punisher and slaughter is his nigthmare from now on...perhaps.To make Zieben scared of his own death is his desire..Zieben do not know who is hunting him..He shoot to the air with M-16 rifle for his own satisfaction that we can not describe.
Anyhow...this is just the beginning for Zieben..till he face his fate,destruction!Anyhow,for Xavier..it is..carte blance for ex gratia..TO BE CONTINUE...
Mercedez Benz,CLK 200K move faster on the road.He is on his way to give them the final backlash!Hmm...this area such as haunted.Silence and bleak...It is really dangerous to enter to this area.They are mafia,equip with weapons.Tommy gun,Magnum,Klashnikov rifle is their plaything.Rules are make to be broken for them.Enjoy doing criminal.Killing,rape,blackmail,kidnap and many more such as their games of live.This is sinful thing.Someone heve to terminate and stop them.And the man is...this shadowman,Xavier.
He arrived..ready to accomplish his mission.He move out from the car with M-16 rifle.Then,he put his mask.Ready for the blast action.He steps forward,move to his target.The rocket launcher that he carry,will make them know about who is him..He lock his target and...”Swingg.....BOOMM!!!Powerful explosion..Chaos situation,they are panic.Hmm..of course they are panic,it was ambushed!While they are still panic and scare about this situation,he launch the secons RPG.Focus to destruct them.The first explosion is to deliberate them in panic and scare,then..the second explosion is to make them dead in awful.Serve them right!
He look forward to Zieben,this person owe him someting!Somehow...Zieben escape.Never mind...Xavier will hunt him down..Hmm...this destrucion will make Zieben feel scared.This punisher and slaughter is his nigthmare from now on...perhaps.To make Zieben scared of his own death is his desire..Zieben do not know who is hunting him..He shoot to the air with M-16 rifle for his own satisfaction that we can not describe.
Anyhow...this is just the beginning for Zieben..till he face his fate,destruction!Anyhow,for Xavier..it is..carte blance for ex gratia..TO BE CONTINUE...
It's all about attitude..
Hmm...today I have been warning by Miss Anis..Why?My attendance is bad.It is not my first time...last semester I received a warning letter for MAT 264 subject.Am I a bad attitude student?What your opinion about this matter?I have changed...I am not that boy who success in his study a long time ago..Time..flying away,never wait for anyone .No matter who we are...either slave or king..timewill not waiting for you..
Who am I?What have I done?Where is my soul?I am here to accomplish my diploma..somehow..this is ridiculous thing that I have done...I should not did this..practically,student must attent to class punctual..my classmates,they are good students..what about me?
Although I am not good enough..somehow..I will try harder to improve my skill of learning,tactical,and method to achieve my goal..Anyhow...I am not learning or study just for diploma.I am learning and study for my live...May be entrance to ivory –tower is a way to success in live,who said so?Yes.It is a way to success in live.Somehow...the most important thing is..to be a person that always learn about who we are in this world.. and do the best for useful thing.. while we are still breathing,still have chances to make others feel that we are not just a person that they know..but they always remember..for our kindly,helpful,good intention,benevolence, benificent and betterment and..something that we have done is beneficially to them till the end...we must live and die with pride..
So,I am not that useless man...I always ready..and it is not impossible to make the heyday once again!Brothers...keep your eyes open..watch your steps..and never say die!Standing strong together..Although we are far away from each others..
Remember what I said...never let your heart slave you down...Make your brain as your king,your body and energy as army and...your heart as ultimate admiral.And then,your sorrow and evil will melt away...your job will done successfully.
Now I know who am I..If you have been dream up something..so half of that thing you have get it already..and the half...is your action and effort to achieve it.I do not want to get just half of my dream up!It must completeness.I am not a dreamer..I am a fighter!So,lets begin...I am clear now..crystal clear about who am I and my mission.
Who am I?What have I done?Where is my soul?I am here to accomplish my diploma..somehow..this is ridiculous thing that I have done...I should not did this..practically,student must attent to class punctual..my classmates,they are good students..what about me?
Although I am not good enough..somehow..I will try harder to improve my skill of learning,tactical,and method to achieve my goal..Anyhow...I am not learning or study just for diploma.I am learning and study for my live...May be entrance to ivory –tower is a way to success in live,who said so?Yes.It is a way to success in live.Somehow...the most important thing is..to be a person that always learn about who we are in this world.. and do the best for useful thing.. while we are still breathing,still have chances to make others feel that we are not just a person that they know..but they always remember..for our kindly,helpful,good intention,benevolence, benificent and betterment and..something that we have done is beneficially to them till the end...we must live and die with pride..
So,I am not that useless man...I always ready..and it is not impossible to make the heyday once again!Brothers...keep your eyes open..watch your steps..and never say die!Standing strong together..Although we are far away from each others..
Remember what I said...never let your heart slave you down...Make your brain as your king,your body and energy as army and...your heart as ultimate admiral.And then,your sorrow and evil will melt away...your job will done successfully.
Now I know who am I..If you have been dream up something..so half of that thing you have get it already..and the half...is your action and effort to achieve it.I do not want to get just half of my dream up!It must completeness.I am not a dreamer..I am a fighter!So,lets begin...I am clear now..crystal clear about who am I and my mission.
HERO..
HERO
There’s a hero
If you look inside your heart
You don’t have to be afraid
Of what you are
There’s an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away
And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fear aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you’ll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you
It’s a long road
When you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt
Will dissapear
And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fear aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you’ll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you
Lord knows
Dreams are hard to follow
But don’t let anyone
Tear them away
Hold on
There will be tomorrow
In time
You’ll find the way
And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fear aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you’ll finally seethe truth
That a hero lies in you..
This is a lyric of my favorite song,almost everyday I listen it.Do you know about this song?It is such as spell to me.This song is significantly to me.Why?This song is all about self-improvement,inspiration,strength,stand a chance,sprightly,soul searching,solving,solemnly,silver lining and so on.Sometimes...we feel that the only way is give up when we fail something and then we feel such as give in to self-pity.You should not do like this way.Take a break,smoothly breathing...refreshment.Do not be gloomy,glorious always with the one who want to stand tough,aroused to achieve the goals and dare to deal with risk and set up efforts.
Hmm...who will help you?Of course yourself.The impetus must be yourself.However...do you really know that there is a powerful gift inside your heart?Do you ever to discover it?Listen carefully,may be I am not the best student,anyhow..student is a part of my characters,the hero?Find it in my other characters.We only appriciate a winner.Sometimes..a loser show off the amazing to the winner and the winner learn something from that loser.Who knows?Everybody is unique,do not feel arrogant.It is better to teach yourself and do not be afraid of what you are..Yes..no matter who I am..no matter what I do..I did my way.Yes...there is a hero inside your heart.Reborn him..make it clear as crystal.Set up him as a gallant fighter and do not forget to build him as an impressive lover.Now...you can standing strong once again.Built your heyday.Bring back the sun to your heart.And once again...now you can find the way to triumph of your live..So,what are you waiting for?Quickly awaken your hero,may be he asleep now..This is the time to rise once again!
There’s a hero
If you look inside your heart
You don’t have to be afraid
Of what you are
There’s an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away
And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fear aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you’ll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you
It’s a long road
When you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt
Will dissapear
And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fear aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you’ll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you
Lord knows
Dreams are hard to follow
But don’t let anyone
Tear them away
Hold on
There will be tomorrow
In time
You’ll find the way
And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fear aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you’ll finally seethe truth
That a hero lies in you..
This is a lyric of my favorite song,almost everyday I listen it.Do you know about this song?It is such as spell to me.This song is significantly to me.Why?This song is all about self-improvement,inspiration,strength,stand a chance,sprightly,soul searching,solving,solemnly,silver lining and so on.Sometimes...we feel that the only way is give up when we fail something and then we feel such as give in to self-pity.You should not do like this way.Take a break,smoothly breathing...refreshment.Do not be gloomy,glorious always with the one who want to stand tough,aroused to achieve the goals and dare to deal with risk and set up efforts.
Hmm...who will help you?Of course yourself.The impetus must be yourself.However...do you really know that there is a powerful gift inside your heart?Do you ever to discover it?Listen carefully,may be I am not the best student,anyhow..student is a part of my characters,the hero?Find it in my other characters.We only appriciate a winner.Sometimes..a loser show off the amazing to the winner and the winner learn something from that loser.Who knows?Everybody is unique,do not feel arrogant.It is better to teach yourself and do not be afraid of what you are..Yes..no matter who I am..no matter what I do..I did my way.Yes...there is a hero inside your heart.Reborn him..make it clear as crystal.Set up him as a gallant fighter and do not forget to build him as an impressive lover.Now...you can standing strong once again.Built your heyday.Bring back the sun to your heart.And once again...now you can find the way to triumph of your live..So,what are you waiting for?Quickly awaken your hero,may be he asleep now..This is the time to rise once again!
computer game..
Computer game?hmm...it is my favorite during leisure time.My laptop is my best friend.Many things I can do with my computer.Sometimes we can walk through mirage by this machine.Fantasy world.Hitman:silent assassin is my favorite computer game.This game make me feel real to handle the weapons and the most important is...it is all about my own tactical to acccomplish missions.Anyhow,I am not just playing this game.Actually,I am learning something by this game.It is a teaching method to me.Why?Hmm..not every matter that I can share with others.Let me tell you about this game in a nutshell.Hitman:silent assassin is a game in the role of the world’s greatest assassin.Step into the world of a cold-blooded killer for hire,hunting and stalking my prey in a deadly game of cat and mouse.Obtain a disguise,find a way in,and silently finish the job unnoticed,or kick down the front door with gun’s blazing,and take everybody out.It is completely up to me how to fulfill the contract.Somehow..be warned!some of my targets are heavily guarded,as well as completely paranoid.They will be expecting me!
Contracts delivers more action-packed and suspense-filled missions,with a greater variety of ways to make the perfect kill and increased arsenal of firearms and close-combat weapons.A new graphics engine showcases my “work” in brutal detail and bring the new location to life.An improved control system and more gradual learning curve will ensure that the game is accessible to all aspiring hitmen,just like me.Opss..peace..no war.I am a peace-loving man.Always remember about this matter.
Contracts delivers more action-packed and suspense-filled missions,with a greater variety of ways to make the perfect kill and increased arsenal of firearms and close-combat weapons.A new graphics engine showcases my “work” in brutal detail and bring the new location to life.An improved control system and more gradual learning curve will ensure that the game is accessible to all aspiring hitmen,just like me.Opss..peace..no war.I am a peace-loving man.Always remember about this matter.
Peace..no war..
“Archers!!!Keep down the target.Guardians tower!!!Keep this fotress hold on ground.Swordsmen!!!Show them no mercy.Soldiers!!!Ready for the war!!!Victory is ours!Kill them all!!!HIARGHH!!!HIARGHH!!!HIARGHH!!!”This is the army of Arcadian.They have face the army of Patharsonian,the army of evil.They have to defend their own city and the The Immortal Fortress,symbolize of their civilization and dignity.The country that built by the honorouble men.The city of hope and peace.They have to defend and protect this city although they must sacrifice their own live.
Barimies,The Admiral of Arcadian give order to soldiers.They are ready to fight.They are ready to sacrifice and...they are ready to die..The King of Arcadian still in palace with patrons.He is not a coward.He must survive.The council make this decision,for the good sake of the king and for the beloved country.Barimies seems waiting for someone...that one is not a guess,he is an enemy of Arcadian and Barimies.He is Morhidom,The Admiral of Phatarsonian.He is cruel,fierce,inhumanity and arrogant.Many soldiers died by his hands.He always wear mask because there is a rumour that his face is really ugly and have awful scars on his face.
Far away...there are about 50000 soldiers of Phatarsonian move forward to this fotress.They are ready and equip with weapons,shields and artillery.They have Fatal Rider Unit,Archers,Swordsmen,Attack Gprgon and Fatal Fury Unit.This is the special units.Other than that,they still have military squad.The King of Patharsonian is evil and greedy.So,he send his loyalty admiral and soldiers to destruct the fortress and conquer the country.
“Die as a fighter is greater than live as a coward and slave!Stay where ever you are!No matter who is our enemies and what ever will be!Fight for your motherland,for your king,for your family and...for your rigths and duties as Arcadian peoples!FIGHT!!!!!!!!”said Barimies.
“Show them about fear!Make them hopeless!Slaughter them!We must desruct this fotress.It is the order from the king!Move forward.And make them suffer!DEATH!!!!!!!”said Morhidom.
Just about 20 feet,and then...the war will begin!Somehow...”Kting!”an arrow with message.The passion of army by both side to kill such as melt away..Both side of soldiers are ready to fight and sacrifice.Somehow...they can not fight anymore..The message is...
[STOP THIS WAR.BOTH SIDE WILL TERMINATE WITH DEMOBILIZATION.THIS IS THE DEMILITARIZE TERRITORY NOW ON.PEACE NO WAR...THIS IS THE ORDER BY TOK BITARA,THE AUTHOR.]
As a result..there is no war.I stop this war and the peoples that have authority should stop the war in real world.Denunciatory for war!
Barimies,The Admiral of Arcadian give order to soldiers.They are ready to fight.They are ready to sacrifice and...they are ready to die..The King of Arcadian still in palace with patrons.He is not a coward.He must survive.The council make this decision,for the good sake of the king and for the beloved country.Barimies seems waiting for someone...that one is not a guess,he is an enemy of Arcadian and Barimies.He is Morhidom,The Admiral of Phatarsonian.He is cruel,fierce,inhumanity and arrogant.Many soldiers died by his hands.He always wear mask because there is a rumour that his face is really ugly and have awful scars on his face.
Far away...there are about 50000 soldiers of Phatarsonian move forward to this fotress.They are ready and equip with weapons,shields and artillery.They have Fatal Rider Unit,Archers,Swordsmen,Attack Gprgon and Fatal Fury Unit.This is the special units.Other than that,they still have military squad.The King of Patharsonian is evil and greedy.So,he send his loyalty admiral and soldiers to destruct the fortress and conquer the country.
“Die as a fighter is greater than live as a coward and slave!Stay where ever you are!No matter who is our enemies and what ever will be!Fight for your motherland,for your king,for your family and...for your rigths and duties as Arcadian peoples!FIGHT!!!!!!!!”said Barimies.
“Show them about fear!Make them hopeless!Slaughter them!We must desruct this fotress.It is the order from the king!Move forward.And make them suffer!DEATH!!!!!!!”said Morhidom.
Just about 20 feet,and then...the war will begin!Somehow...”Kting!”an arrow with message.The passion of army by both side to kill such as melt away..Both side of soldiers are ready to fight and sacrifice.Somehow...they can not fight anymore..The message is...
[STOP THIS WAR.BOTH SIDE WILL TERMINATE WITH DEMOBILIZATION.THIS IS THE DEMILITARIZE TERRITORY NOW ON.PEACE NO WAR...THIS IS THE ORDER BY TOK BITARA,THE AUTHOR.]
As a result..there is no war.I stop this war and the peoples that have authority should stop the war in real world.Denunciatory for war!
Sunday, May 27, 2007
My first crush...
My first crush…
My first crush?Frankly, this is ridiculous topic to discuss with me.I have no experience about it.I have no idea to write.Somehow, I will try hard to accomplish this hard topic.Why?It is all about my ENG 263 mark.Hmm…How to begin?This story happen when I was in school, Anderson School.Our badge is symbolic of our spirit.Do you know about our badge and mascot?Tiger.The tiger must roar.I am proud to be an Andersonian.There is so many story, experience, and matter that I have learned from this school.This is the place where I met that special person.At school, teachers really know about me and my group, somehow it was not because our academic achievement but was because we are black record students.We are young and dangerous.In my group, they called me Hak-Long, means black dragon.Nobody want to have trouble with us.My brother name Hak-Fu, means black tiger.We were lucky because our principle do not suspension us.Why?Because our academic achievement is quite good.Hak-Fu have many follower,so do I.I still remember, counselor gave a specific letter to principal about us.As a result, we all about 30 of students have counseling session at Manjung.Somehow, it was a holiday for us.We did not care about it, it is free of charge.In class, I was a monitor.I means a bad monitor.We have play around, never think about academic.Almost all teachers have give up with us.Prefects seem do not have authority to us.One day, this special person enter to my class as my English for Science and Technology teacher.First expression, she is young, educated, and committed with her work.She is cute and so attractive to me.Class begin.She feel so surprised when I have no book in my bag.I just smile.I do not care, I just want to implant her cute face in my brain and may be it will go through my heart.I was too surprised when she called me Hak-Long, I ask her how she got my surname.She just smile and said that I was too good student.Sarcastic.I will teach her down.I gave holiday to my classmates when it was her class period.So, it just me that stayed in class, alone.Poor, this committed teacher will disappointed.When she ask me about what happen, I said that I gave them public holiday.She looks angry, somehow still act in calm for this situation and then I went home.Serve you right.I have coin that always with me, every time.When class finished, she asked me about the coin.It have dragon and phoenix carve.She asked me if I have more coins as that coin.She wants to buy it from me.When I asked her why she wants it, she just smile and looked at me.She is so enthral.Hmm…feel like a sword stabbed to my heart with accuracy.Hak-Fu…your brother was down.What power she have?What knowledge she have learned?What spell that she used to me?That coin is too meaningful to me, however I just gave it to her.One day, I have know that someone have sent a love letter to her.I do not know why I feel so angry and heartburning.Then, my group and I met that student.He feels fear and doubt because my brothers is too many surrounding him.And then…it was unlucky because I beat that student and warning him that never ever send a love letter to my beloved teacher.I have sabotage her too many times, somehow she still calm and do not show the reaction that she feel angry to me.She is too nice and wonderful woman.When SPM is around the corner,she gave me a tuition class.May be it was special class because it was just me to have this tuition.I also do not know why I attend to her class.She teach me with patiently.Everyday, she gave me exercises, works, and many more to improve my English.Almost I get phobia with white paper may be.Do not ask me why I done all of works that she gave to me with compliant.When Teacher’s Day, I looked that she was too happy and her face seem more brightness when I gave her graphic that have image of dragon and phoenix as a present.She really thankfully to me and want to treat me dinner.Diner with her?Hmm…interesting.Candle light dinner?No, just dinner.How about her boyfriend?I do not care.My henchmen will punish him down if he dare to bother me.Lucky that she have no boyfriend.Nice to know, calm to feel.From this moment, our relationship still go on.As a student and teacher or may be not.Who knows?Now, I am close to her family and vice versa.She always give me advices, inspiration, and strength to stand and walk through my may.My destination is excellent in my live.She will be my lover one day, perhaps.We do not know the quirk, right?Hmm…how about my first crush story?Do you believe it?It is my imagination.I have to accomplish this assignment, remember?One more thing, I am a good attitude student, not like Hak-Long.I told you already that I have no experience about this matter.So, I just write, it is up to you.
What is the best present you gave?
What is the best present you gave?
When birthday comes, we may think a present in our mind.Birthday and present is mutual.I still remember the best present that I gave to somebody.It seem I was the chosen one to saw and bought it.That thing is…wooden carve of phoenix.Do you know about phoenix?If your answer is no, I am sorry because I would not tell to you about phoenix story.The point is the present.That lucky person who received this unique present feel so surprised and speechless after opened up the present pack.Why?she said that she always want to find something that as I gave to her.Actually, I really know this special person is obsessive with phoenix.Hmm…she said that it was the best present for her and it is unique and meaningful.Now, she have a lot of phoenix collection.Every year that comes her birthday, she will received a phoenix from me.Do you know how much time that I take to prepare for her present?One year before her birthday, I was already prepared.Every year is always like this way.Everything must cool, smooth, clean, clear.She have collection of phoenix from me such as glass with phoenix image, pillow case, ornament desk lighter, graphics,and…of course the wooden carve of phoenix.Sometimes,she ask me where is the place that I find all of that special things.Do you know the answer of this question by me?In my soul.Then, her reaction still same like always.Smile and beatific.She said that it may brinkmanship to me.Hmm…coup de grace.So, “BUENA FORTUNA” to me.Why?I want to find the phoenix for my miss phoenix again.
What is the best present you received?
What is the best birthday present you received?
Everybody have their best birthday present.Many presents with many concepts.My best birthday present was gave by my beloved teacher.Can you guess what she gave to me?It is sword .It is too nice, sharp, and masterpiece to me.This sword carved with dragon image.She really know that the weapons is my desire either traditional or modern.It was too surprised when I opened that present.Seem symbolic to me.She gave me a sword, make me like a guardian to her.It is really meaningful to me.why?Sword is just a metal or alloy that create to be a weapon.It use to protect yourself and at the same time it can harm others.Weapon is guiltless.If there is destruction, so the guilty is for those who handle and control that weapons.Somehow, for me it is not as a weapon only, it is enthral art.This sword become so special to me because it is carved with dragon image.Why was my teacher choose this image?Hmm…it is too confidential to discuss.So…lets take it as enigma.You can guess, but you will never know the truth.Only she and me know this matter with deeply.Furthermore, my weapons collection was added by this unique present.So, I am very thankfully to my beloved teacher.She gave me a present not only as a present.It is the thought that counts to me.Almost everyday I will furbish this special sword.I love this sword as I love my teacher.And…if there is anybody who dare to bother my beloved teacher…then, let the sword speak itself!
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